days fULLLL Of tEArs!!!

im so so so happy i made my step ..as some of my fren asked me today did i regret quiting form 6~~i SAY HELL NO!!i never regret it not even 0.0001%!i so happy that i quit form 6 and continue do wat i wan!!im so happy my frens brought me up especially dee!i wouldnt know wat im doing if they din take me out of d misery im going through for the pass 18 years~seriously i really need to belanja them big big next time~wait i collect$$ i go belanja them!hehe~anyway i cried the whole night thinking bout it~it wasnt me now if i din mix with them~seriously they changed my style,looks and personality .they make me notice wat i wan in life!and now here i am!!i gonna continue my life happyily enjoying it!being single is d best tho!~freedom~i dun gif a damn on wats happening behind me cos im definitely moving forward i wont let u guys down!!trust me!!!

THANK U SO MUCH GUYS!!!!!

tHiS iS wAT i WaNt!!

hurm to get it all started first of all i had lots of lectures from family and frens i even had criticism from alot people..some say im a failure cos i quit my form 6 so wat if i quit rather then i fail my paper I CANT TAKE FAILURE DOESNT MEAN IM A FAILURE..at least after several people talked to me(dee,audrey,[timmy,timothy]my brothers,christopher,steff,....and so on)after getting their advice i finally realise im wasting my time studying things i dun like!i hate accounting although i love maths!but doesnt mean i have to work in an office..as mum ask me to work office..urgh thats just not my type of work..

sometimes i just cry to my self y cant i just live my happy life with my own decision..

but after taking my first step on 8th of february..i realise this is wat i want and im going for it~!!at first my mum disagree but my brothers told me do wat u like not wat people like..dun regret like us!my dad is on me he agree wat im doing..

so 8th feb arrived,i put my alram at 6am but damn alarm din ring cos was using new phone..din know how to opeerate it..but thank god automatically 7.30am sharp!!i woke up~i shouted SHIT!!faster grab my towel bathe bla bla bla..ran to d room get a change..make up and off i went..

aiks but reach dee house early she pulak just woke off..cehh..but nvm at least im not late..hehe!!first impression ma..so she bathing i slept at d kitchen table..bla bla bla..10.30 am we shoot out~

reach there saw this CUTE bell boy..arhhh..forget it continue..teehee..cuteee..

anyway we reach up was shy and nervous at first but as time passes i kinda enjoyed..seeing dee make up!its so fascinatting i nvr even blink my eyes when she did d make up~anyway it all ends at bout 2pm!then wanted go makan la konon..on d way suddenly she say bak chang!aiyo~imagine we sat in d car round round one-u for one hour to find parking at last when both of us gif up and i just about to pay the car ticket..one car came out we quickly grab d parking..hehe~then when in ate in asia cafe..and WORST PART is we went there they say sorry finished we all just rolled our eyes!huhuh~~

then we headed to sunway go buy some stuff~~go around an hour lidat..then went dee house..rested she offered me place shower,..i poyo poyo dun wan..hehe! manatau after bathe arh i feel like sleeping but cant sleep cos got people at her house..tee hee~!then lepak lepak we went makan in sunway!!steamboat~~

DAMN FULL HOUSE but we fund place and this kind boy offered us chicken hehe~~so good anyway~!thats it i went back bout 11pm~!some crisis going on at home between my bro and dad~aiks!!life~~

anyway i had fun although its kinda tired but this is wat i wan~i have to work on it very hard!its not easy to achieve it but i hope with the help of god,family and frens i hope all turns well~~

thanks to someone who offered me an oppurtunity ya~if not because of u i woudlnt know wat i like in my life!thank u so much~!jasa mu pasti akan dibalas!thanks u so much~!

gam dung le~~

~~Lyana Dee!!!~~

anyway here is her website if u wanna have some look on her make up images or ure interested make up ke can just browse through this website ya...

www.dstarmakeup.com

til then take care~~

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