hmm to start it all out FIRST OF ALL i would like to say sorry guys i din update my blog!knowing that i had lots of problems attacked me for d pass three months just cant GET me out of my mind!
BACKSTABBERS! just so happen to be with me all d time everytime i am close with someone sure there is something wil happen~i know i might be d one people say( too easy to get hooked on)
i trust people easily thats one of my weaknesses~but knowing dat i am so called d one who nvr mixed around too much! makes me a so called"lonely"person~ cos i feel dat whenver i need some one to talk to i had no one!my parents are busy so as my brothers~
so when i haf them i thought i could actually relive my life once again but i dun think so!
Like wat my che che melissa told me
BLOOD IS THICKER THAN BLOOD
since dat incident happen i nvr trust anyone!!
never!!
i wil never ever ever trust anyone!
dat one incident makes me learn so much lesson!frens are there when ure happy and rich!when ure sad and poor nahh they just vanished!
BUT......
i get rid of them in a few weeks time it took me quite long~
u knw i can even name d people who are there when im down
- che che melissa
- aunty leen
- aunty leena
- cousie christine
see only four of them gave me adVICEafter advice
i was so weak,so down, so emotional..
d one whom i trusted just backstab me~if i were to write an essay bout them,the whole blog wil be full of viruses~
if ure looking at this
I DUN GIF A FUCK ABOUT IT
COS I HAF A LIFE AHEAD!
WHAT GOES AROUND,WIL COME AROUND
(MAYBE NOT TO U,BUT UR OWN FAMILY OR CHILDREN NEXT TIME)
as for him, i dun gif one or two shit!
i try being so good to u~but u cant just see it or u purposely dun wanna see it~!
i dun gif a damn
theres a lot fishes in d sea~
HOWEVER but in d month of APRIL itself!
i found three very special person in my life!
not my frens~but my relative itselF~~i dunno how we were so called ditakdirkan to meet!
GOD WORKS IN WONDERFUL WAYS!
they were awesomE!!
for that i intro to u people out there
this is my che che melissa!!(she knw me since d day im born)
we were so close since we were small(no doubt im afraid of her cos we use to play and play and play but she is d one cleaning d house..and scolding us dun messed up d house..hehe..but she is a WONDERFULL lady i should say!she is A.W.E.S.O.M.E!!
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is my awesome aunty leen
she is d one who always been there when im down when i had no one to talk with!!!whenever im sad,happy or wat any other normal humand beings mood has, she always there for me!!i love u aunty leen!
THIS IS WAT SHE TOLD ME!!ILL REMEMBER IT
''WORDS ARE JUST WORDS..THEY DO NTG ON UR INTEGRITY AND DIGNITY!THEY'RE JUST WORDS!''
LASTLY IS MY AUNTY LEENA!
She too is an awesome aunty i had!!she works wonders!haha~she is funny and sometimes fierce!!hehehe!but i love her she always gifs me good advice!i love her to d max!!
anyway like i said!!i cant trust noone!!!
i only trust them!! cos they are worth my time chatting with rather than some CNN bringing watever news!!
im officially moving out of d state..im going to shift to MELAKA for good~
its where i belong~
my final WISH ISTO SEE AUNTY LEEN,LEENA AND RYAN HERE IN MALAYSIA next year!!!
GOD PLEASE ANSWER MY PRAYER!all i can say is they were awesome!!!!
i love them most~
to other frens out there,its not that i dun trust u guys but it might take some time for me to recover frm d pain being accused for no reason!argh fucked up time!
anyway im GOOD NOw!i love my life now!not being felt as a toy being used up~for other reasons too!AT least i haf d chance to go out!!and haf fun with cousins!hahaha!
life is full of magic!!
til heree! i promisee ill update soon!
take care
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1 comment:
wow..so sexy la u..
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